Epiphany 4 / Ordinary Time 4
Devotional
Water From the Rock
Lectionary Devotional for Cycle C
Object:
Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you....
-- Jeremiah 1:5
Consider what it means that you were in the mind of God before you were a "glint in your parents' eyes." What does it mean that your life has an intentionality to it that transcends the fact that you were the result of lust or love? The purpose, and therefore the meaning, of your life is lodged not in your circumstances or environment but in the mind of God. There is a mystery to the call of God in our lives. We dare to suggest that there is an intersection between eternity and finite time. In a way that precedes our very existence, "before I formed you in the womb," we are part of a much larger story that takes shape in the mind of God. There is a natural resistance and a sense of inadequacy to such a thought.
Who are we to have a purpose that has eternal dimensions? It almost seems arrogant to contemplate such a possibility. It is captured in Jeremiah's words, "Ah, Lord God! Truly I do not know how to speak for I am only a boy." We also resist because such a thought suggests that we do not belong to ourselves. Yet, at the same time, it gives our life a dignity that is ennobling. Despite all our fears, we are reassured that our existence is a matter of importance to God. "Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you to deliver you."
While most clergy have known the feelings of inadequacy in the face of the task before us, we have also experienced the mystery of having been given words to say that seem to come from beyond ourselves. "Now I have put words in your mouth." Jesus makes the same promise in Matthew 10:19-20. "When they hand you over, do not worry about how you are to speak or what you are to say; for what you are to say will be given to you at that time; for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking through you." Our calling experiences the brush of eternity but is embedded thoroughly in our own time. We can be dragged before authorities and have our every decision second-guessed, but the ultimate power that shapes our destiny belongs to another. The scary reality is to trust the power that we cannot control.
-- Jeremiah 1:5
Consider what it means that you were in the mind of God before you were a "glint in your parents' eyes." What does it mean that your life has an intentionality to it that transcends the fact that you were the result of lust or love? The purpose, and therefore the meaning, of your life is lodged not in your circumstances or environment but in the mind of God. There is a mystery to the call of God in our lives. We dare to suggest that there is an intersection between eternity and finite time. In a way that precedes our very existence, "before I formed you in the womb," we are part of a much larger story that takes shape in the mind of God. There is a natural resistance and a sense of inadequacy to such a thought.
Who are we to have a purpose that has eternal dimensions? It almost seems arrogant to contemplate such a possibility. It is captured in Jeremiah's words, "Ah, Lord God! Truly I do not know how to speak for I am only a boy." We also resist because such a thought suggests that we do not belong to ourselves. Yet, at the same time, it gives our life a dignity that is ennobling. Despite all our fears, we are reassured that our existence is a matter of importance to God. "Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you to deliver you."
While most clergy have known the feelings of inadequacy in the face of the task before us, we have also experienced the mystery of having been given words to say that seem to come from beyond ourselves. "Now I have put words in your mouth." Jesus makes the same promise in Matthew 10:19-20. "When they hand you over, do not worry about how you are to speak or what you are to say; for what you are to say will be given to you at that time; for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking through you." Our calling experiences the brush of eternity but is embedded thoroughly in our own time. We can be dragged before authorities and have our every decision second-guessed, but the ultimate power that shapes our destiny belongs to another. The scary reality is to trust the power that we cannot control.

